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"An
algorithm is a finite
set of well-defined instructions for accomplishing
some task which, given an initial state,
will terminate in a corresponding recognizable
end-state."
Algorhythmic
Redemption ,
the final installment of this trilogy,
recognizes the role of music and how it
can be a catalyst to incite meaningful
debate. This may or may not lead to one
acting on his or her social intuition
but it will at least open the possibility
for debate. Through studying the
interpersonal relations between oneself
and these broad political dilemmas, one
can find a therapeutic release of this
toxic accumulation within the individual.
In this case, an algorhythm (a
pseudo-scientific and musical convergence)
is what drives this album's lyrical and
musical exposition. I have tried
to include myself in every honest observation
and condemnation. The culmination,
which manifests itself as this album,
is where my own road to redemption lies
and it may or may not be suitable for
others to follow. It is a personal
choice for one to acknowledge that the
problems addressed in Phantasmatrash's
music are in fact real and are going to
soon affect our lives in a very drastic
way.
The
1 billion people who reside below the
poverty line are most vulnerable and aware
of these problems and some may have already
reached a point of maximum toxic accumulation.
They cannot hide from these realities
because they not only influence their
daily lives, but in some cases they dictate
it. Ironically, the ones at the
top of the economic food chain too have
reached maximum toxic accumulation (extraordinarily
evident in their schemes to deny these
very realities from existing) and our
focus should also fixate on their situations.
Extreme poverty and extraordinary
wealth most exemplify the human toll of
this perplexing social pathology, as do
we all.
Algorhythmic
Redemption ,
like
its mathematical counterpart, provides
a finite end to my efforts of a diagnosis
to this growing disease. I can
look no further into myself to bring this
long hidden history into the light.
And it saddens me that this discourse
will most likely be found preaching to
the converted. Although on a more
positive note, I am proud to have my voice
playing a miniscule part in a growing
symphony of organizations and individuals
who are shouting fire in a crowded venue.
I am not unique in my endeavors;
in fact, I was inspired and educated by
many other men and women of action.
By reading volumes of inspiring written
word and by truly taking the time to introspect
how this growing social pathology affects
those around me, I've gained a more informed
perspective but it is very far from where
it could be. Everyone I know, including
myself, embodies a very unique and complex
part of this growing pathology. This arcane,
global epiphany has rendered me with many
sleepless nights.
This
trilogy served as an emotional sanctuary
that provided me with a safe haven for
these past few years. I lost myself
in these albums. I tried to unselfconsciously
pen the lyrics (if that's possible) and
without refinement performed them with
an improvised zeal of raw, unfettered
emotion. Through vulnerability
and anxiety this application of self-guided
therapy overpowered me. The resulting
compassion I felt for others overtook
me. So many wellsprings of personal
pain are locked up in this omni-consuming
pathology. Through the continuous
experiencing of the antithesis of what
this pandemic culture has to offer, I
recognized that I am too a free-market
sociopath. Like the blood soaked
politicians and mafiosi who can rationalize
their committed atrocities for personal
gain, I too made peace with my own complicit
blood money to survive, to enjoy and to
live life.
Without
an ounce of cynicism or defeatism, I can
offer this music and writing as my fingerprint
to help expose the ruthlessness of this
culture and how it has personally changed,
and in some cases ruined, the lives of
those so close to me. No manipulative
endgame exists here in this quasi-musical
world of therapeutic, free flowing artistic
expression. By recognizing that
I am a victim and I am an aggressor, I
truly grasped that this paradox is what
perpetuates and complicates this pathology
exponentially. It's not just America,
personal greed, or capitalism, although
some could argue they are some of the
most visible symptoms of the disease.
It's something bigger, deeper,
and a million times more potent than plutonium.
Why does this culture and its "tangle
of pathologies" (to borrow one politician's
glib assessment of the affairs of the
oppressed) make itself so available to
these truly anti-social values?
Why are they so concentrated into a form
of destructive power that is psychically,
spiritually, physically, and mentally
consuming us all in so many ways?
Is this alarmist propaganda or are we
to truly question that notion like we
should question the dishonest, unequal,
and exploitative tenets of our economic
system?
To
think America, a consistent beacon of
hypocrisy, is the leader of the free world
yet we have the highest incarceration
rate in the entire world. We are
a peace-loving nation yet we spend more
on our military than almost the rest of
the world combined. We are the
wealthiest nation in the world while some
of our cities' infant mortality rates
rival some of the poorest nations in the
world. We all somehow share in
this system and the ones who stand to
benefit from it most are the most diseased
and deluded. Their humanity is
constantly being degraded in a more tacit
way than the ones who stand to benefit
the least from it.
In
widespread famine and vicious poverty,
the culprits tend to be pretty self-evident,
but for the disease and how it ravages
the super-wealthy, that is something much
deeper and there are serious repercussions
to cast a stone into that glass household.
Litigation and good old-fashioned
threats tend to be the first lines of
defense. The poor and starving
usually offer a more liberal defense and
in that there is always room for one's
own conscripted submission to the forces
of necessary prostitution. One
must eat or one will die.
Oppression
requires both parties to submit and that
dirty little maxim is a touchstone in
the erosion of humanity. True liberation,
unlike the kind exported to places like
Iraq and Afghanistan, requires all to
become equal. That kind of equality
is more dangerous than any weapon of mass
destruction. In fact, that IS a
weapon of mass destruction from the vantage
of the overarching power structures.
With
equality there is accountability.
With accountability there is a chance
at healing. If we were all part
of a panoramic truth commission where
all internalized war stories of repression,
poverty, and warfare could be revealed
and collectively taken responsibility
for our roles in perpetuating this pathology
will soon be diminished. Imagine
the strides in healing and the dismantling
of oppression at its very core.
Unlike
the popular stance of the US Government,
we can only begin to focus on this at
home and not by beginning at the invasion
of other countries, expecting them to
abide by a lifestyle we do not ourselves
practice. Like therapists who have
to remind their patients to not transfer
and project their inner problems onto
external targets, we must take this universal
healing gravely serious and recognize
that we are all projecting and externalizing
unconsciously. This may sound like
some unattainable, utopian ideal but if
we all begin to slowly release that which
alienates us; it will disallow us to carry
on in our own self-destruction.
The
way we can expedite our healing is by
abandoning a culture and a disease hell-bent
on keeping us sick and divided.
Like a victim of abuse in recovery, we
slowly will need to begin to talk about
the haunting tragedies that have left
us scarred, insecure, paranoid, and unstable.
A culture that profits from our innermost
fears and neuroses and turns them into
profitable bottom lines isn't a healthy
bi-product of a society that's OK.
We are not OK.
Accepting this means that this kind of
revolution has an entropy all its own
because it's a rational voice in a very
irrational world we all inadvertently
share. This together can be our
collective algorhythmic redemption.
It is up to the individual to find his
or her own stride.
Mine
was through music and writing, another's
could be through filmmaking, painting,
teaching, and speaking publicly or privately,
or by embracing one's child. It
can also be achieved through organizing
a movement, reading, or simply just thinking
deeply about these issues and how they
may affect him or her.
One thing is clear--there is a finite
end to all of our existences here and
these kinds of problems transcend our
years on this planet so it is of utmost
importance to maximize our own and our
brothers and sisters comfort here.
It is too heavy of a burden to all take
this kind of guilt and suffering to our
deathbeds. Let our legacies nourish,
not inhibit.
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